Manataka American Indian Council
THE SHAUMBRA
SYMPTOMS
Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity
By Geoffrey Hoppe and Tobias
1. Body aches and pains, especially in the neck,
shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA
level as the spiritual "seed" awakens within. This shall pass.
2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no
apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and
others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to
the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many,
many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the
new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy
and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.
3. Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2
above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to
release the old energy within. This too shall pass.
4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common
symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't
worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too
shall pass. You're in transition and you may make several job
changes before you settle into one that fits your passion.
5. Withdrawal from family relationships. You are
connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off
the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released.
It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and
friends. This too shall pass.
After a period of time, you may develop a
new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the
relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic
attachments.
6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken
many nights between 2:00 - 4:00 AM. There's a lot of work going on
within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather." Not
to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something
rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too
shall pass.
7.
Intense dreams. These might include war and
battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally
releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are
often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogiemen. This too
shall pass.
8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very
ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like
you can't put two feet on the ground, or that you're walking between
two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy,
you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help
ground the new energy within. This too shall pass.
9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to
your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering
away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of
communication taking place within your being, and you're
experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The
conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more
coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're just
Shaumbra moving into the new energy.
10. Feelings
of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and
removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and
crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As
much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is
difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of
loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have
departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of
your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill
your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void
within will be filled with the love and energy of your own
spiritual consciousness.
11. Loss of passion.
You may feel
totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything.
That's OK, and it's just part of the process. Take this time to "do
no-thing." Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall
pass. It's similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down
for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new
software, or in this case, the new "seed"
energy.
12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most
difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may
experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and
return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in
anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or
cause drama for yourself or others. There is a quiet part of you
that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You
have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract
for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still
in this physical body. During this transition process, you have an
inner remembrances of what it is like to be on the other side.
Are you ready to enlist for another tour of duty here on Earth? Are
you ready to take on the challenges of moving into the New Energy?
Yes, indeed you could go Home right now. But you've come this far,
and after many, many lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before
the end of the movie. Besides, Spirit needs you here to help others
transition into the new energy. They will need a human guide, just
like you, who has taken the journey from the old energy into the
new. The path you're walking right now provides the experiences to
enable you to become a Teacher of the New Divine Human. As lonely
and dark as your journey can be at times, remember that you are
never alone.
Copyright 2001 by Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO.